ben_marcus – blackandwhiteandcolours

Close your windows.

He needs his space.

I need to leave him alone.

It’s so hard to think.

I guess I’m a little more tired than I thought I was.

Tomorrow seems like the only thing that will solve anything, ever.

What are we to make of it?

Everyone is everywhere.

What’s the thinking there?

Maybe you have a friend?

Anyway, I am tired and hungry.

I’d like to feel that there is meaning in this.

This looked and felt like life.

We aren’t kids anymore.

So sweet and angry and brand-new.

So weirdly beautiful.

There is only one road out of here.

I almost feel charmed.

Who knows.

We live where the water loves to visit.

This kind of controlled solitude was unsustainable

I told you, I feel fine

He wasn’t so sure it mattered

Was it true?

I’ll call some doctors in the morning

I don’t know what’s happening

I’m scared

This isn’t about you

I don’t want you going anywhere near him

This is just a different point of view

It seemed better to not even think it

You couldn’t mention it

You couldn’t talk about it

But there was the other part

Do you see how this used to work?

You couldn’t do it alone

It was impossible to know anymore

There was a long pause this time

Life was good

What now?

I. Don’t. Love. You.

You are just tired

They hardly knew each other at all

Who wanted to be a hero?

Who would saddle up and taste the greatness?

We’re all sitting here, soaking in light

Nothing. There’s nothing left

It would just hang in the air like a cloud

It felt all right

You could still worry about it